A rambling mess at my attempt to make sense of it all.

Sometimes life has a funny way of telling you, I told you so. You know that feeling in your gut, the one that just doesn't feel so great? You know something is wrong, but you aren't quite sure what it is. You ignore it, but it lingers on. It isn't easy to listen to something like that when you truly love something or someone. You want so badly to make it work that you ignore all the signs that surround you. I know that no one is perfect and you have to learn from your mistakes as you go, but when will you know if it isn't a mistake. Life is not easy, but I am not one to give up. I'll do whatever it takes to make it work if I feel it is worth it. I tend to put my heart into things that sometimes turn out to just disappoint me. I hate that part of me. Sometimes I wish I didn't care and that I could just let things go. I wish I didn't have feeling for people who treated me wrong or bad... but I tend to just walk back into it each and every time it comes my way. I'm not perfect and I know that I don't make situations easy all time, but I do know that I am passionate and if I feel it is worth it, I will work at it until the end of time. I will stand up for, fight for, do whatever it takes to support what I believe in. Yet, sometimes the person or thing I believe in doesn't want to try, stand up for, or fight back for me. It's too hard for them. It isn't easy, life that is... but you get what you make of it. I know that I need to step up and do more with my life, be more outgoing and take on more adventures. I just hope that in the end, there is someone there that is willing to do those things with me, because one great thing about life, is sharing it with someone else. As we go through life we all choose different paths... I haven't always chosen the easiest paths, but I hope through all this climbing, I too will reach my destination and look back being proud of what I accomplished in life. Until that day, I'll keep heading up my path.